Me.

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Ontario, Canada
The silence is deadly, head first into assembly, trying to remember the fondest of memories, its killing me to see the worlds hate and dis-pare; no one watching that cares, just a lost soul without any self control. saving the heart for something still unknown, drifting within the cold winters snow. see the world from the view of my very own eyes, saving someone else from there terrible lives, crying in the night, from the pasts slowly dimming light, why stop now and give up the fight of my life, keeping my chin up, at the end of the tunnel is my bright light, the darkness won't consume me, i shine the brightest within the darkened walls; of contempt i shy away from the reality as i build my staircase, hoping Im not missing the top grade nails and essential glue that complete it..my life.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Uninvited

The feelings come uninvited, like the child in the candy store so undecided, over excited at the many possibilities, wish i could have said stay, just one more day, as i ponder why, decide to pray, just this one time for you to be mine.

Perfect isn't real, Ive searched far and wide, facing the highest of all tides, and came up empty, confused and desire less, trying harder then ever before not to become careless, in turn left defenseless.

Ive tried so many times, to reveal the truest of me, i did my best to hide the pain and tear that i have shed, wish it would subside these feelings that i have once bled.

I wish to be the girl of your dreams, but you believe that girl isn't me, one day you will see that its me and always will be,begging for you to see me who i truly am, a girl who would do anything for you a special man.

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